Where Romance and Perversion Collide

Okay!! You wonderful, beautiful friends, all of you!!! <3<3<3  I just heard about the announcement of a remake of FFVII last night.  My roommate showed me, bless her lovely heart!!

I have been on Cloud Seven ever since!! XD  Yes, I said it!!  It is no longer Cloud Nine!  In this case, it is definitely Cloud VII!! <3  Cloud!! XDDDD LMAO!!! You see my thought process now all too clearly!

Madi just found out and we've been talking.  I saw the audience reaction vids at E3 and I started bawling like a little girl... or boy.  Or like one of those groupies at a concert.  I just had no idea how much this game I have never played, the timeline and detail that I have only learned from wikis and cutscenes, this FANDOM, has meant to me.

There is never a day that goes by when I'm not wondering how my CrisisCoreupstandingperfectwarrior!Seph muse might handle a situation, lol!! XDD  Or any of the others as he can be really intense.  I wouldn't have any of these muses if it weren't for this fandom and this beautiful, beautiful game!!

I really, really love you all!! <3<3<3  I am so happy right now and although our little community has gone quiet here as has the fandom itself, I'm really excited at the possibility of talking and laughing with you again.  Of making new friends!!  Bring it to me, Universe, I welcome it!!  This is really one of the best days of my life!! <3<3<3

I can't wait to play the new original game with my own two hands now, with the beautiful graphics that Squeenix is famous for and to see our beautiful Tseng especially get more screen time!! XDD

Square Enix, you are so wonderful!!! You make me laugh, you make me cry, every single game I've played and I know this one will be the same but I know I'll love every second of it.

Twenty years was the perfect time to bring this back to us and I will love you forever and ever, I promise!!! <3<3<3  Sony should love you too because you just sold a heck of a lot more PS4s, myself included!! XDD

Nomura-san to Nozue-san to Nojime-san to minna!!  Doomo arigato gozaimasita!  Doomo arigato gozaimasu!!! <3<3<3

Hey loves! XD

I saw a couple of great vids today at work and I just wanted to show them to you in case it brightens your day or gives you a laugh! XD

Funny Talking Cats Playing Patty Cake and Cat-Friend vs Dog-Friend


Hope you like!! XD  Have a wonderful rest of the week!

Hey loves!!

I was a bit apprehensive for the move to DW, thinking I would have to start completely over, but can I just say, 'Wow!!' XDDD

Thanks to Madi telling me about the import feature, this has been the smoothest addition/transition I've ever had online!! Thank you DW!!  *glomps the DW platform, which I'm pretty sure is apathetic to me but whatev!!* XDDDD

So all of my shit that was there is now over here too and I can just keep going.  Lovely!!

*languishes like my Gackuto icon up there, basking in the easy of it all!!*

Hey loves! XD

Okay, so I just finished a fanart and posted on DeviantART a few min ago and I am really excited to share! XD

Here you go:

Vinzoo: Love Under the Lights

Hope you enjoy!! 

Hey loves! 

I have prolly said something like this before but this is my realization for today and every day hereafter.  It's prolly the biggest realization of my life.  I really need to chill.  Good things are brewing for me.  Great things happen for me all the time honestly and I am well aware but it's funny how at the same time, I get so caught up in things that don't really matter.  Life is moving in a wonderful direction and I need to just relax and let it happen.  I've always been so proactive about things I really want provided I think I have a shot of having them and I've been way more active at things I don't really want but things I "have" to do because I have "should"-ed myself into doing it and even worse, I've let others should me.  They don't even have to say it in words anymore... just a pleading look was enough to make me should myself into doing whatever it was for them, whether I liked it or not. XDDD  That is what I thought it took to be a good person and a good friend.  Altruism with the hope that someday, with someone who really loved me, they would do it back and we'd be happy together.    Well, fuck that.  I just realized recently that I don't have to do anything at all!

Gods, how liberating is that? XDDD  You don't have to do anything you don't want to do either.  You don't have to do anything for me or yourself or your family or any asshole that tells you that you should.  We're all just people and we're all incredibly loveable, every one of us, but we can all be incredible dipshits as well the moment we turn around and expect anything from anyone.  I know this and I want you to know that I'm trying very hard not to do it to you, ever.  Old habits are hard to break and I am not perfect.  I have backslides as bad as anyone perhaps even worse because I half-expected myself to be Martha-fucking-Stewart my whole life (If she really went crazy, I think I'm starting to get why now....)

I'm human, so please forgive me, and I will try my best to forgive myself everyday.  I wish I was Sephiroth but I'm not... but the beautiful thing about Seph is, he's an ass.  He's so socially awkward that he made his own rules. XDDD  I just love him!  I love Vince too and he's a total fuck-up.   But he tries so very hard to be noble, it's beautiful.  Yazoo... now Yazoo is very near perfect!   (I'm kidding... a little. XDDD)  By society's standards of "normal," he's deranged, should have Velvet Nightmare confiscated asap and is marked for a one-way trip to the looney bin. XDDDD  I could go on and on about all the boys but you get the idea.  We are all kooks and we all have been fucked out of what is rightfully ours, ease, wellbeing and happiness by what others have taught is right and what to believe.  It wasn't their fault.  They only did what they thought was right and it was their fucked-up way of caring about us or rejecting our difference or our need because they didn't know how to handle it, like  "you be normal, I no hear you!" or when you need this , you instead get this  and this or this  or this .  Shiva forbid, you get this .  If you do, please please seek help immediately! D:

Here are two vids I've found that I think are great.  If they help you, I'm really glad!  If you think they're shit, then feel free to delete it from your life experience as if it never happened:

It's not your job to please anybody




Actually, I admit, there is one way in which I will totally, emphatically and super-arrogantly get up on my soapbox and bother to blog anymore, telling you how to live your life:  Like Abraham, I want you to feel the best you can feel! XD  If you would like to drop me a line and feel good with me, I would love to meet and talk with you!

Regardless of anything at all, what you think of all this, what I think you think of all this or whatev, I love you all.  I love the energy that is you and the passion with which you live your life whether we connect or not.  Even if we fuck up and generally fail at life. XD  It doesn't matter.  I love you!   No matter who you are or how well we get along or if we never speak, I want you to know that you are valued and I know we're connected and all just making our way.

Have a wonderful day, loves!!

Hey Loves, I hope you both had a fantastic day with many gifts and special time either with family and friends or some extra-special time out to pamper yourselves because you deserve it!!



For those of you who don't know,

Soy-Soy albedo_soynais an amazing writer! I've stuck mostly to her Tsengy chronicling because I do love him so. I admit, I haven't been reading much lately but I have really enjoyed the ones I've read. XD Her style is very refreshing and interesting to read. My best memory of one is a fic of hers on DA where poor Tsengy is stuck in the dirty, cold and wet swamp with a way-too-cheerful Zacky-pants. XDDDD It was pretty hilarious! Aw damn, Soy, what was the name of that one? It was a new vocab word... for how Tseng's state of being was? I went to try to look it up in your master but I didn't see it there.  If you feel like a good plug, feel free to leave it in the comments below, love!

funkysockzlover does the most wonderful fanart on DA. It's sooooo cute and colorful and uplifting and it gives me loads of energy. XD  Some of it is pretty comical too! XD Sephy's not looking so big and bad right now, in fact, he's pretty darn adorable! XD

Again, Happy Belated Birthday, loves, and I hope your lives are going well these days! XD  *kasupersnuggles!!*